Wednesday, 30 March 2011

Questions of Location

Sometimes it'll hit me when I'm on the tube going to class. Other times it'll be when I'm getting ready to go out at night. Most recently it'll be in those foggy minutes right before I fall asleep and as I'm waking up when I realize that no, I'm not in Scotland anymore.

Edinburgh, Scotland

I miss the cheap drinks and food. I miss the feeling of familiarity that I got waking up in a small city. I miss the random person in the bar starting a chat with me and knowing that they're not just thinking about holding a barrel to my head.

'stupid American...'

I miss our long hikes and the beauty that constantly surrounded us. I miss the small group of students that became so close, spending every minute, day and night together. I miss the history of the city, and the pride of the nation and the diversity of the people.

I miss the feeling of being in one place and belonging, almost like being home.

Pentland Mountain

Now I am in London. I have left behind Edinburgh, Glasgow and the colorful accents that accompany the land and the people.

I have learned to love this place too. I have gotten used to the city, picking up groceries for dinner on my way home from class, finding the best pubs and restaurants to grab a pint, and learning to love the famous fish and chips.

It is Spring 2011. I am studying at Syracuse University. I am taking a 15 credit semester, I have a full class work load, I live in a flat with my eight roommates. It seems like any normal semester, yet I am not in Syracuse, New York. I am in London.

Parliament and Big Ben
 I'M LIVING IN LONDON.

Before I arrived, I looked forward to discovering an unfamiliar culture, to meeting new people, to waking up to a different skyline in the morning. I wanted to walk the streets of London, shop at the markets, walk around Westminster, find a little pub to become a regular at, and learn to call Flat 60 Fursecroft my home.

For ten days this was exactly what Scotland was to me, home. I sought to have a similar experience in London as I did in Scotland. And in the beginning, that's what I did.

But now the days are flying by. I'm traveling so often that I have Euros in my wallet and Pounds in a little baggy that I throw into my bag when I'm back. 3 days in London. 4 days in Italy. 3 days in London. 4 days in Istanbul. 3 days in London. 4 days in Spain. 3 days in London. 4 days  in Portugal.
 LONDON.

Am I studying abroad in London or am I traveling Europe for the semester? I've lost the ability to tell the difference. Even though I am still discovering unfamiliar cultures, meeting new people, and waking up to different skylines each morning, I can no longer tell you the best places to meet friends for a drink or where to grab a bit to eat in-between classes. If you come and visit and ask what touristy things you must do while you are here, I will not be able to tell you for I have not done them either.

For ten days Scotland was my home, today London is, and in 2 short months I will return to Fairfax and Turkey Creek Court will become my home once again. I hope by then I will have an understanding of where I have been for the past semester and all that I have learned in my time experiencing Scotland, studying here in London, and exploring other countries around Europe.

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